Annah always knew she wanted to marry, to be a mom, and that she wanted those babies before she turned thirty. This memoir is a conversation that transports you through a story that is often heartbreaking, sometimes humorous, and always filled with a fierce sense of hope.

Following the unexpected death of her firstborn, miscarriages, a six-week psychiatric stay for severe depression, and the discovery that her best friend and her husband were having an affair, Annah knew one thing: She didn’t want to spend a lifetime in mourning. And the way she saw it, she had two choices: She was going to die. Or she was going to live…